"I WAS ..., BUT NOW I AM ...!"

Written and preached by David P. Nolte

EPHESIANS 2:1-22


A simple, but wise, old man once said of his Christian progress, "I ain't what I oughter be, and I ain't what I'm gonner be, but Praise the Lord, I ain't what I uster be, neither!" How many whose lives have been changed by Jesus Christ could utter that same testimony! All of us have stood in need of our lives being changed by Christ and so did a man named Arthur. He had spent 42 years behind bars but no prison system seemed capable of breaking his spirit or reforming his behavior. Here was a man who was, for all good intents and purposes, dead. Though our offenses are different than his, we are all offenders; and outside of Jesus Christ, dead for all worthy intents and purposes. Consider the text with me as we consider what we were outside of, and what we are in, Christ.

Arthur, dead to society and all good, served 24 years in solitary confinement. He participated in prison riots, broke a guard's arm, another guard's collar bone, and brought about the death of one sheriff. In prison in Indiana, he stole 40 pounds of cyanide while working in the prison with the idea of poisoning the entire prison staff. He spent 31 months on Devil's Island confined in a 5 x 7 foot cell, chained by his neck. He had to be kept segregated for the safety of those around him. He was separated from others by confinement. Those dead in sin are separated from God by that sin. Look back at the text to see, outside of Christ what we were, and in Christ what we are:

Arthur was separated from society in prison. But something happened in Arthur's life to dramatically change all of that. It began one day while he was in Leavenworth. A preacher came to visit and brought along his 14-year-old son, Timmy. As Timmy followed his dad down the row of cells, he paused by Arthur's cell, and smiled and winked. Arthur called him back to the cell and began to verbally abuse him; to curse, to swear, to call him everything he could think of. The boy broke down in tears, but he stood his ground. Finally he simply said to Arthur, "I love you." Here was a stranger, treated like a beloved brother. Here was a criminal, treated like family. God did that toward us: while we were enemies, God said, "I love you!" and proved it in that Christ died for us. Consider the text to see our status outside Christ, and in right relationship with Him.

Timmy expressed love to Arthur, who said, "That was the first time in all of my life anyone had ever told me that." Arthur began to receive letters from Timmy and Timmy prayed for Arthur. Finally Arthur broke down and later he said, "Every letter was stained with his tears. I couldn't take it anymore. I got on my knees and came to the Lord." Arthur was changed from a hate-filled, violent man into a man of love and grace with the ability to care for others. And he was miraculously released from prison in spite of his background and record. Though he had cancer, he set about proclaiming Christ with the years that he had left. When God changes our lives, may we, too, serve Him like that. You know, it is not what we were, but what we are in Christ; and in a sense, it is not even what we are, but what we can become that matters! Though you may be dead in sin (lust, selfishness, drugs, pornography), He gives new life. Though you may be separated from God (rebellious self-absorbed and indifferent), He provides reconciliation. Though you may be a stranger (lonely, alone and outcast), He will welcome you home if you come to Him through His Son, Jesus Christ. In return for such Mercy and Grace, it is fitting that we determine to serve Him well with whatever life we have left!

Story from Dr. Kenneth G. Hanna


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